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Minggu, 16 Oktober 2016
a summer heartbreak @ 01.03
It was an afternoon in the middle of August, the 16th day to be exact, when tears uncontrollably flowing down her cheeks, making a streamline. Maybe the quote was true, she thought as her right hand waving bidding goodbyes to most beloved friends, that airports witness more sincere kisses than wedding halls.
The next consecutive three days were awful, all she did were sleeping and rolling in her bed doing nothing. She rewound Doraemon Stand by Me, My Neighbor Totoro original soundtrack over and over and over, letting the resonance of the sound filled in her ear, to the lungs, slipped into her soul, and glided out as tears . Her appetite was gone. Her body was there, but her mind traveled across the country. The slight mention of 'Japan' was very sensitive.
She didn't understand the heavy feeling in her chest. It was her first time feeling that kind of way, and it consumed her whole. Little did she know, it was a
h e a r t b r e a k
"you look like someone who just had a break-up" the line said by a friend in the airport now made sense to her. this is a heartbreak. at nineteen years old, she tasted it. she didn't even taste it when things with her crush didn't work out years ago, or when her so called best-friend stabbed her in the back. her heart crumbled and shattered, and she took a deep breath, expanding her lungs, trying to be the big girl who accept the reality. she giggled, recalling the way she used to wonder and laugh at people who act like a living dead-man when they are breaking up with their sweethearts. the cycle of life indeed teaches a lesson or two.
Days by days passed, she ate curry and ramen with friends, video-called the long-distance friends, listened to Doraemon and Totoro without tears, reminisced the amazing seven-days with a smile.
To all my long-distance Kago friends, thanks for all the amazing memories we made. Hopefully we can meet again, someday, somewhere, in this big world, as soon as possible :)
takes off against the wind, and not with it
This is my forte. I shall write what I want, post thoughts, inspirations, pretty much anything that comes to my mind.